3/27/2023 0 Comments Cyber shadow vs the messengerToday I will thank time for showing up again, asking for nothing. Just for today, the only thought I give to time is that I am thankful for more of it. I can’t remember the names of the strangers that stopped being strangers for those quaint pastry hours, those fabulous strumming evenings. I don’t know the names of the streets I stood on. The dizziness of boredom, the opposite of stillness, strange internal operations that have urged me out to sit on shadow-washed city streets at night, drinking Belgian beer, smoking cannabis with guys from Senegal, girls from Spain. It will act up, in an attempt to wake us up, if our minds give in to falsity.” Discomfort, dissatisfaction. I reread Fiona Duncan’s Exquisite Mariposa and am calmed down when she writes: “Lucky for us, the body is wise, a messenger. Unable to break the walls down and enter Lucidity. The worst part of dreaming is sometimes you don’t realize you’re doing it: dreaming badly. It is possible I have never been anywhere at all, always caught up in my head’s version of it, the swampy lane between reality and dream. Roma, Venezia, Paris: I think about all of these places that I have gone but still feel I’ve never been. I will even excavate the glittering pile of time that has seemed to slip through my grasping fingers already I will kiss everything, however small, that it has given me. Today I will forgive myself for not knowing what to do with all this time. Today I will notice the flowers instead of the time. Usually I start the day by noticing my lack of finances, my lack of desire to sort out my confusion about career, my lack of ability to articulate a thought or live out an action. O’Hara’s bright hot banks of violets the prickly ivy flowering on the southern Italian balconies in winter. Pearl-white orchids, lady’s slippers, chocolate cosmos. Just for today, I will notice the flowers. All Rights Reserved.Cyber Diary is a weekly publication of digital diary entries. Yacht Club Games™ is registered in certain jurisdictions, including in the United States. Cyber Shadow and Mechanical Head are trademarks and/or registered trademarks of Mechanical Head Oy. ©2021 Mechanical Head Oy, All Rights Reserved. Pulse-pounding soundtrack by Enrique Martin, produced by Jake Kaufman.Who can be trusted? How far will Shadow go to protect his clan and the one he loves? Experience the gripping story, told both in-game and through animated cinematic story scenes between the action. Return to your old haunts to find supplies, items and upgrades.
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